My love 1... I should happy for u...

Really love u love love love till hate u!!!
Hate u make me love u so much!

......

Shit... Why i still so love u?

Kns... Why i cant just let it down forever?

Tmd... Why i cant keep the promise that wan be happy always?

Fuck... Why u still stay in my mind but dun go away?

Wth... Why i so stupid for waiting ur concern?

......

I wanna cry... Really feel wanna cry... And already cry...

I am a stupid gal...
Just know say but dunno how to do...

I am a crazy gal...
Love someone that dislike me...

I am a lonely gal...
Tell everyone that i gonna let everything down but everytime change my mind...

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I really dun like night...

When u feel so happy, but i am sad for myself here...

Dunno sad for what...

Sad for a guy that dun like me?

Sad for a guy that i love?

Just sad for stupid things...


I wish i can feel happy for u...
When u are enjoy and happy for ur life...

I just feel lonely that i am not the one u wan to share the joy and sad with...

Maybe u make a good decision that was leaving me...
After break with me...
Can know that u have a better life compare than before...
More lucky than before...
And charming than before...

I should feel happy for u...

Hehe... T.T
(put the bitter in my heart enough)